It truly is the weirdest fucking feeling in the entire world to know someone so well and be a part of something and then suddenly stop being a part of it. What's even weirder though is being able to immerse yourself once more in the same thing that you'd been out of for months and months. So that happened. Also I think I have successfully avoided being found out about casually seeing Kelsey (graphic design kelsey not home kelsey)'s ex-boyfriend once. Which is awesome because that was a bad move on my part and I would 100 times rather be her friend than ever hang out with him again so there's that. Back to the other fact that I spent a rather large chunk of time this weekend with Maggie, Matt, Brennan, and Jenni. Yes. That is the correct list of people I just typed. The thing is though that it was fine. I think that I have learned an immense amount these past few months about life in general. I know how to drink like a normal person and be drunk but not be stupid. I've learned a little bit more about the value of friends and I have always said that people all have faults and the most important thing to remember is how humans are. It is not so simple to pin things on people there is always a reason. There is always something behind their actions. Nothing is as easy to explain as we want it to be. Which leads me to the fact that I think we can all be civilized humans maybe even friends again. Not best friends no. But there is something to be said about re-becoming friends after going through some shit. So cheers to a good ass year with new friends and new old friends alike.